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I’m a little under the weather. Caught a cold… We had my niece’s birthday this weekend. I was really excited to be home at my parents since I haven’t seen my parents and my little nieces and nephews (I call them my babies) for a bit since I was taking it easy at home. There were lots and lots of kisses and hugs which I live by. But the kids were starting or just recovering from the flu…. and I guess I caught some :D. No too huge price to pay for all the warm hugs and kisses right?

My days are pretty slow these days. Usually it’s an early night for me as I get awfully tired by day end. I would wake up once in the middle of the night to go wee wee or from a nightmare. Other than that I feel pretty normal. (.)(.) are sore especially after a day confined in a bra. Nothing much on the symptoms front. Oh yea… I do get the occasional cramps like AF is coming but they are far in between and I try not to fixate on that. Shhhh… don’t tell anyone, but I still do the HPT (pee stick) thing LOL!

The dr’s appointment is not till the 25th Feb, that’s almost 2 whole weeks to go. That’s a while away. I wish I’d know already if the babies are growing healthy and in the right spot. Nothing I can do about that and I’m leaving it in Allah hands. For now I’ll focus on getting myself better and get rid of this flu… drink up and stay hydrated.



I was under the impression that our clinic does not do beta for frozen embryo transfer. Apparently they do once you get a positive on the hpt, they will ask you to come in and get your hcg levels checked. That is what I did this morning and I’m still waiting for the result. They said it’ll be around 1-2 hours and I think we’ve passed that mark and I’m scared out of my mind. My insides is in knots. I wish the blood test could be something like your glucose test pen… poke then you’ll get the results in a few seconds. The wait is just unbearable!

Updated: Just got a call from the clinic. My beta is 390. I told nurse N that I was holding my breath waiting for her call. She told me I can breathe easy now. Alhamdulillah. The clinic does not do a repeat beta. My next appointment is in 3 weeks time. For now I will need to continue taking Duphaston 10mg twice a day.

I’m still scared out of my mind, but I know it would not help me or our baby(ies) much so I’m trying to stay calm and take it one day at a time.

– (.)(.) feels deflated and not sore anymore. They were sore for a few days but now they are back to normal
– Hungry. I wake up in the middle of the night with my tummy growling. Once I’m awake it’s hard to go back to sleep coz I feel well rested.
– AF cramps

Till later…. Babydust and positive thoughts to all.



Today is my official test day. no blood test just a home pregnancy test. Alhamdulillah it was a positive.



Scared out of my mind! I have 2 days to enjoy being PUPO. It’s 50/50. One day I’m really positive and think this will work and at a flip of a coin I’m convince that this cycle is a bust. TMI I’m now suffering from a yeast infection. I’ve never had this and it sucks. I don’t want to go on meds just in case I’m pregnant so I’m going trying home remedies like yogurt and tea bags. aaa the joy of being a woman.

I’m enjoying the long weekend. I’m doing a little house cleaning since I haven’t lifted a finger on the home cleaning front since the transfer. I think hubby is already tired waiting on me. He has stop washing the dishes and cleaning up… Aaa well, it was fun while it lasted.