Arggg!!! I can’t seem to shake this awful feeling. My hear hurts, I feel like I can burst out crying at any time. I hate feeling like this. I would have been 8 months along; I should be getting the nursery ready and getting all the baby stuff. But look where I am today… still at the 0 mark… and to make matters worse, AF is still not here so we know what that means… CYSTS again!!!!! I haven’t been to the dr to confirm but I know how this goes. So another month or more on the bench. Why? Why me??? Oh gosh this is pathetic!!

I’m so sorry you have to come here and read my rants. I’m sorry I can’t be more positive. The truth is, I don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I’m afraid I have to go on this road but never have an ending. I’m scared…

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